i am so serious right now.
depressed = me. zachary left tuesday morning. i havent been around him for one day and i feel soooo completely lost. =( what to do, what to do? i am in dire need of some shopping/plans to be made. seriously.. someone help.
i never update this thing. maybe ill try to start?
ive recently become addicted to a new starbucks drink... tangerine frap
oh..and ive created a new weakness for US weekly magazine. someone please stop me.
although, i did learn that kate hudson won't cut her sons hair until he's 3 because kates mom (goldie hawn) is jewish and it is a jewish tradition to let the child's hair grow until they reach the age of 3. i think its really cute. oh well.
ive recently been made aware of who my real friends are.
this summer started out great. i feel like its seriously drifting in a horrible direction as the days go by. i want it to be september for so many reasons. we had an awesome group of friends at the beginning of the summer and now everyone has split off into their own little groups.
i really miss laura and sophie. sophie has been gone. laura had surgery. i feel like an ass cuz i havent seen her yet. i seriously am so busy with things going on in my mind and everything lately that when i finally get a day to relax... i do just that.
ive got a lot going on right now. with work, i applied for a new position. i hope i receive the job. i would be most excited. =)
tomorrow, possibly beach if it doesnt rain. it better not rain. i think i will cry if it does.
okay, its like almost 3 am. im going to bed. good night. | 
